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Our Lord is calling me…

Sister Maliya Suen, RSM

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the more it came to my mind and was even starting to make me happy in a way I never felt before!

I grew up both in Hong Kong and Sydney, I first witnessed a presence of Religious Life on World Youth Day, 2008 - they were in habits, young and joyful! But I quickly dampened that little spark with my own desire of a happy marriage with children and perhaps mission work or work for the Church down the line. Because of my interest to serve the poor and the Church, I entered medical school after some time as a pharmacist. In the Lord's plan, I met a Francisan priest during a retreat that Summer, and it was then I was first asked "have you thought about Religious Life". My immediate thought was "Yes, I thought about it and...No way!" However, that night and for days I could not stop thinking about that question. It was both frustrating and puzzling to me because at that time I did not feel called to Religious Life (more accurately, I did not want to admit to His call) and yet I kept thinking about it! And more than that, the more I tried NOT to think about it, the more it came to my mind and was even starting to make me happy in a way I never felt before!

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After some time of discernment, this time with guidance of a spiritual director, ordering my spiritual life though prayers, the Sacraments of Reconciliation and the Eucharist with the participation of daily Mass, adoration with the Blessed Sacrament, and visiting our Sisters, it was clear to me that our Lord really is calling me and waiting for my response. I completed medical school studies and immediately after that I entered postulancy. In God's grace, and in much gratitude to the countless prayers and the gift of our basic formation in this Institute, I professed perpetual vows in 2020.

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Whom shall I send, and who will go for us?’... ‘Here am I! Send me!”
— Isaiah 6:8

For my ring motto I chose "Here am I, Lord!". This is from the RSV translation, from Isaiah, when the Lord was asking, “Whom shall I send, and who will go for us?” and Isaiah responded with "Here am I! send me." The call to Religious Life is one of responding to the Lord's invitation of a life as His Spouse for the praise and worship of the Triune God. From the beginning of discovering my vocation and now every morning when I wake up to renew my promises, what I utter is responding to Him who first called me. Therefore it is "here am I" to signify an answer to a question, and not "here I am" which implies a statement or announcement. I also kept the exclamation mark because it speaks to me how I am to respond to God - with enthusiasm, trusting Him in simplicity and love.

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